all the world's a stage, everyone is in the play

i'm a walking contradiction. sometimes what i thought i know, is not right. and what i thought i didn't know is right there, in my practise all along. i appear happy, which is contradicting the mood i SHOULD be feeling, my dad just passed away on the 1st of September. it's a fact that i am not letting myself forget. i couldn't forget and i will not forget. it's a form of punishment.

i miss him, i do. today i reminisce and i regret many things. lately i talk to people, many people, from different backgrounds and shared different stories, and i miss him even more. i wish i have more things to talk about that is not superficial. i wish i can share substantial things with people and help make a difference.

i remember the founder of TOC, Adelaine Foo said,"everyone has a job to do". true enough, everyone has a job to do and a character to play. a role to stick by, responsibilities to fulfill. 'all the world's a stage' and everyone is in the play. i try hard to play my part, and to play it well, play it nice, make the play as phenomenal as can be..