they say don't blame

the world seem a much more dangerous place, when i slowly see the person that i am becoming

still lingering on NZ

if only i have a chance to redo my NZ days, there will definitely be no boundaries.

i regret this part, much

cowardice tragedy

can i do the reverse?

can i be the ULTIMATE LOSER before rising to be a mediocre, and eventually, a winner?

this way, all eyes WILL NOT be ON ME. and i can take my time to work my stratagems.

this is cowardly, right?

this is a contradictory one

i have been blog hopping quite often these days. dirty blogs, inspiring blogs, fashion blogs, nonsensical blogs, somehow-make-sense-but-too-many-words blogs.. just too many blogs.

i'm amazed at how bloggers are able to inspire the readers. or am i easily inspired?

and the natural thing to do is to reflect and look back at my own blogs. and sulk. i wish i am that good. or that funny, or that intelligent. well, maybe i am.

i honestly feel, realise and think that i am turning into a bimbo.

please help me look for my brain, thanks.

have you ever wondered?

History of the Vibe

leave it to chance, you say?

u know we always hear people talk about 'second chances'. about how we should all forgive and allow another chance for redemption, for good to finally come out of the bad. how a person will actually turn over a new leaf, lead a new life and make worthy of his/her living, start over.

but then i seem to notice that people hardly even make room for any chance, what more when we are talking about second chance.

it seems to be a culture of 'make or break', no more 'trial and error'. it's often 'show me what you got or i'll show you the door'. i guess time constraint and competitive surroundings make no space for compassion.

no wonder people are getting hostile, self-centered and edgy.

i dont want to be like that. but... i will lose out.