it's obvious

as i recap today, i realise that we are all walking billboards of unspoken thoughts, unannounced dissatisfactions and unnoticed feelings. some are afraid to stand up, some are complacent, most choose to ignore the feelings, the calling and/or the given opportunity to right the wrong.

we are all billboards containing many mixed messages in many colourful words and languages, walking about in 3D world, confining the make-believe 2D thoughts

fear gets defeated with action, made stronger with inaction.

we adopt habits as long as we live

a new habit that i've adopted. to check on work emails on sunday nights. i've long noticed that i could be quite the workaholic if i didnt put myself on checks.

coinciding with my believe for passion.

we respect ourselves the way we treat our work and the way we perform, the way we live life. utmost respect when we do things correctly and walking the extra mile. no, i don't think i'm stupid nor having a lot of wishful thoughts.. i know i can be somebody and go somewhere, just gotta work towards it, and work along the lines of dreams and aspirations.

i'm not stupid, i just need to get sorted out.

try as i may, i can never break free from the dark side. have been trying to tweak the look and feel of this site for the past one hour. still the same ol' red, dark and mysterious feel.

i envy people who maintain commercial blogs.

have you noticed?

have you noticed? how everything is either a 'reason' or a 'cause'.

quite simply put we often either 'justify' or 'blame'.

have you noticed?

it's good to hug, you know why? then people can come tell me 'eh what happened Karen? you lost so much weight since the last time i saw you. when i hugged you, it felt like you've shrunk!'

i wonder why have i shrunk?

hug me tight

what's up with hugs?

hugs are good. hugs are intimate. hugs bring people closer. it brings people together. hugs momentarily cut off the distance, the space, the nothingness. hugs attract, they string people together. and they are free!

so i was quite taken aback when people showed hints of surprise when given a hug.

but why? o.O