of sex and monologue

and so they say that girls should be modest.. should stay at home. sexual liberation is forbidden, taboo to want sex. to want to fuck, to want to feel a man. bad girls go around, sleep around, have plenty of sex. used, dirty, whores, fucked. and so they say good girls know nothing about sex; ideally.

but shouldn't good girls be those who can take care of their own needs and cravings? and be good at self-pleasure?

if they tell me that absolutely good girls should not have notion of sex at all, it breaks my heart.

they, who? society, perhaps... maybe i am stuck in the time before now.