this is a contradictory one

i have been blog hopping quite often these days. dirty blogs, inspiring blogs, fashion blogs, nonsensical blogs, somehow-make-sense-but-too-many-words blogs.. just too many blogs.

i'm amazed at how bloggers are able to inspire the readers. or am i easily inspired?

and the natural thing to do is to reflect and look back at my own blogs. and sulk. i wish i am that good. or that funny, or that intelligent. well, maybe i am.

i honestly feel, realise and think that i am turning into a bimbo.

please help me look for my brain, thanks.