troubled

"Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." ~Victoria Holt

i connect easily with troubled people. sometimes i let on more than i wish when sharing life stories with people whom i can connect with. happy people scare me. optimistic individuals affect me.

"Why worry about things you can’t control when you can keep yourself busy controlling the things that depend on you?" Unknown

FB BAN

officially am on a self-imposed facebook ban, for a week, or more. starting from yesterday.


life is seemingly better, or so i thought.


one thing's for sure, more hours of sleep!

beauty of the game

dammit.... the 5th minute was so so sweet.

so sweet i can still taste it..

who could've thought that sweetness has a bitter aftertaste?!

fuck

liberalisation

now porn is an interesting topic of discussion.. from the storyline to the people starring in the porno, to the positions and length, the expressions and the best sites.

but, what do you think about girls who are not comfortable with their boyfriend/spouse/partner watching porno? i know some even go to extend of implementing strict 'no porno' campaign in their relationship.

what say you? possibility of insecurity? possessiveness?

and to the guys, how do you go around bending the 'rule'?

anonymous comments are most welcomed, for obvious reasons. personal experience will be good to share as well..

my personal opinion : porno is more enjoyable when watched together. as the saying goes "Show me a smoking hot beautiful woman and I'll show you a guy who is tired of fucking her." Goes to show no matter how hot the girlfriend is, the boyfriend will still get bored. it is only human. not much damage/harm, of course until he turns into a porn addict.

i'm a strong advocate of 'whatever happens in *tut*, stays in *tut*'. -fill in the blanks-

it's like a little secret i have with myself on my life.. of course, ruling out the second, third, fourth etc person that might be involved in whatever that happens in wherever *tut* locations.


mystery looks nice on me

same sex

can you deny that people live for other people?


can you deny the satisfaction when you get admirative glance from others, looking your way?


twice the satisfaction when it comes from the same sex, if you ask me

good things must be shared

what will it be like if there's two Karens?

how will the other Karen be like?

you reckon she will be just like how i am, or how do you think she will be like?

i think it would be havoc

confession : i secretly estimate how much people earn and justify their lives.

sometimes i feel better, sometimes i dont

skinny dip

looking into the pool, things seem bigger... all seems to be magnified, although it's somewhat a blur

is life like this as well? things get blown outta proportion, even when we're in a blur?

skinny dipping should be good.. one of these days

you know, we try hard to justify decisions that we make, things we buy, money we spend and time we waste.

and then we bitch about decisions others make, things others buy, how others spend their cash and we criticize the time others spend on doing nothing productive.

pretty clear isn't it. i do nothing wrong while he does nothing right.

well, just sayin'

i've always thought that lower case alphabets are humbling, don't you think so?

messy hair-do

i felt most free when my bikini-clad ass was enjoying the sun in a convertible with the roof down, cruising on the high way


i can safely say that i have lived, i think

the walls in my room, you have no idea....

i'm sensitive in a way that if people don't respond to me, i feel loathed.

exactly my thought

confession : i sometimes justify and forgive the wrong-doings that fat people do just because they are fat.

oh come on.. i never did say i am an angel.

dont hate me just cause you aint me

in reference to guys who talks about sex much

boys: it is perfectly normal, it's implanted in our heads, 24/7

girls: he's weird and creepy and looks like he has just masturbated for the 7th time. let's stay away from him

in reference to girls who talks about sex, ahem.. more than usual

boys: geeee girl, you're so cool. your reference to sex is way cooler than my sex-addict friend, Dick here!

girl 1: she is a slut.

girl 2: she is rude, too unladylike. how can she say such a thing.

girl 3: she's a disgrace to womankind.

girl 4: Dick!!! you have got to stop keeping in touch with her, this instance!

so, you see.. it's not easy being me.

it's easier to get away being open-minded with the opposite sex, if you are a girl.