security is a state of mind. so create one.

of age and skimpiness

visits to the gym always enlighten me. tai-tais that look like a million dollar, so polished and working out hard. aunties that look like they just punch out of the Accountant's Office, mismatched clothings and waiting for the next Body Combat class. giggly girls, pretty, young, hot and otherwise, some seem composed, others look too much to impress.

makes me wonder.. one pays so much for a premium gym but is clueless on appropriate dress codes. this is what i would like to term as 'victims of situations'. maybe they JUST don't know better. skimpy or otherwise, appropriateness is the basic level before we even go skimpy.

of sex and monologue

and so they say that girls should be modest.. should stay at home. sexual liberation is forbidden, taboo to want sex. to want to fuck, to want to feel a man. bad girls go around, sleep around, have plenty of sex. used, dirty, whores, fucked. and so they say good girls know nothing about sex; ideally.

but shouldn't good girls be those who can take care of their own needs and cravings? and be good at self-pleasure?

if they tell me that absolutely good girls should not have notion of sex at all, it breaks my heart.

they, who? society, perhaps... maybe i am stuck in the time before now.